Screw the war on terror. Someone needs to start a war on love. It's a powerful, destructive force that needs to be stopped. It's kind of like a drug. Sure, it makes you happy while you're on it, but then you get withdrawal symptoms and you go crazy. I got addicted to Ashley. I haven't had her for three months and I think I'm going to go crazy.
I need help. I don't need Amy to be out of town for a week. Seeing her keeps me from spiraling into madness. And God help William if I complete that spiral, because right now a huge part of me wants to make him suffer for this, and I'm afraid of that part winning over.
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
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Nathan, I'm sorry. I'm sorry I haven't been visiting your blog regularly and I'm sorry I haven't commented. I just don't know what to say and I so much want everything to be okay for you. You deserve a lot better than this. I can't really give any advice, but I can ask you to please, please tough it out and know that people really do care about you and are praying for you. I know I am-- promise.
I ditto everything Erin said. Just keep going day by day, and it will end. I'm here for you.
I know the feeling of a girl being like a drug. It's why I'm not with Gynyfur. The drug is lust, not love, and I fought it since breaking up with Kaylee, lost against Gynyfur, and I'm trying to ignore it. I know it's harder, since Ashley lasted much longer, but it's mostly hormonal and you can beat it. Drugs are bad.
oh Nathan... Evil comp has been slow so i havent been able to comment... I've just read most of the last nbt, even though i knew already a lot of it. And the compendium thing. Please realize I am always here for you, as I know you are for me. And you scared me. really bad. Those times you were talkign about when you were suicidal? Yeah, I noticed. And it scared me. I'm glad things are a bit better, and I hope they continue that way, but don't just wait around. You need to live your life in the interrim.
I think I came closer to homicidal than suicidal. I never really thought about killing myself, just killing William. But thanks for being there.
Anytime. *hug*
Nate: I am worried about you. I want to help you however I can, within reason. I don't like seeing you this upset, especially over me. Things will get better, trust me.
I'm jumping onto the Nathan Support Group Bandwagon, though belatedly. Not much else to say, except thank you for not going ballistic.
-Big Marv
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